⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀     ⠀⠀ I don’t know if this is a term already
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀   ⠀⠀ but i’m calling it secondhand suicide
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀   ⠀⠀ and what this means to me because
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ i haven’t found a definition explaining
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀     it is when someone wants to die,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀    but they won’t commit suicide,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀so they don’t want to live anymore,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀but they are too afraid to commit suicide,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀  mostly because,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀     well…
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀   the people they are gonna be leaving behind,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ but also the blame is placed on them because
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀  they by their own hand took their life.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀     So secondhand suicide is where you won’t do it to yourself,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀    but it’s almost like you’re hoping that something else will do it for you….
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀      A deadly disease,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀      a car crash,
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ something that is outside of your control
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀      so that you can go on with yourself.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀And everybody that’s left behind doesn't have to feel
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ like they could have done something different.
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ　　　　　　　　　　　 　 .∥
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ　　　　　　　　　　　 　 .∥

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠰⠆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⠀
⠟⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠚⢶⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣀⣀⣰⡆⠀⠀⠠⠇⠀⠀⠀⢸⡆⠀⠀⠀
⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢰⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠶⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡿⢁⣠⣶⡿⠃⣠⣾⣿⣿⡿⠉⣠⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠁⠀⣄⠀
⣻⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⣰⣿⣿⡟⠁⢰⣿⣿⣿⣿⠁⢠⣿⣷⠞⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠑⢃⣴⣧⠀⣰⡶⠃⠀⣸⣿⣿⣿⡇⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀⣾⣿⣧⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢳⠂⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠂⠐⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⣀⣠⣤⣴⣾⣿⣿⣿⣠⣿⣷⢀⣠⣿⣿⣿⣿⡗⠸⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⠀⣿⣿⣿⡆⠀⠀⢤⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⢠⡄⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⠚⠉⣠⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠇⣸⣿⣿⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⢸⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⢸⡟⠉⢹⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠈⠀⠀⠀⠀⠚⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠏⣴⣿⣿⡏⣰⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠁⢺⣿⣿⣿⣿⠀⠸⠁⠀⠀⣿⣷⠀⠀⡄⠀⠀⠀
⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⣣⣾⣿⣿⣿⢁⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠒⣿⣿⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠇⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠇⢸⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⣀⠀⢠⣿⣿⡇⠀⠀⠀⣄⣠
⡾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢋⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⢠⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇⠀⢨⡇⠀⣼⣿⣿⠁⠀⠀⠈⠁
⡅⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⢠⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀⠀⠀⠁⣸⣿⣿⣿⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠇⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⣰⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀⠀⠀⢀⣼⣿⣿⣿⠃⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠟⠛⠻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣵⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠀⠀⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⠏⠸⠃⠰⠆⠀⠀⠀
⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠋⠀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⠏⠀⢀⡶⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⢴⠆⠀⠀⠈⠁⠴⠀⠀⠀⢿⣿⡿⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣄⣤⣶⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⡄⠀⠴⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢸⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠙⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠋⠁⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠰⣀⡄⠀⠾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠛⠿⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠛⠁⠀⠇⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠚⠀⠀⠀
⠛⠘⠃⠆⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⠆⠀⠈⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⠀⢀⡀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠟⠋⠀⠐⠆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⢠⡆⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⣦⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣠⣶⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⠰⠆⠀⠀⠶⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠰⠀⠀⠀⠀⣠⡀⡄⠉⢀⡄⠀⠀⢀⣠⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠲⠀⠀⠀⢃⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣼⣿⠁⠀⠀⠀⣀⣤⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⠿⠋⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣄⣤⠀⠀⠀⠉⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⠠⠄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣾⣿⣿⠀⣿⣦⣾⣿⣿⣿⡿⠟⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠀⠀⠀⣠⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠟⠋⠁⠀⠀⣠⠄⠀⠀⠀⠐⠂⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⢠⣀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠲⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣰⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡿⠛⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⠿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠛⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡦⠀⠀
⠀⢀⡀⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⠀⠀⣰⣿⣿⡿⠟⠋⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠠⣄⣠⠀⠀⠀⠀⣴⠟⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣤⠠⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠆⠀⠃⠀⠀⠀⢴⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠈⠀⠀⠀⠉⠀⠀⠀⣰⡿⠛⠁⠀⠀⠀⢀⢤⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡺⠀⠀⠀⠛⠂⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠺⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⢀⠀⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠰⠇⠀⠀⢀⡀⠀⠀⠈⠁⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⠃⠀⠈⣷⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠐⠶⠀⢀⡀⠸⠿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠰⠆⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⣄⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⠀⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠈⠉⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠾⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠸⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠁⠀⠀⠀⠈⠁⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠘⠚⠀⠠⡆⠀⣀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡄⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⡀⠸⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀