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+rep erasing foids since 07

I already look neotenous and feminine but on the femboy scale of feminine and neotenous I’m like the equivalent of high tier normie. I look like a 14 year old boy who with facial Androgyny. But I want to look more feminine and neotenous the chad equivalent but for a Femboy
My hair is brunette should I go blonde? Blonde is more neotenous and feminine so. How can I prevent growing body hair? I barely have much but still and it makes me disgusted whenever I see it. I hate signs of maturity I want to remain looking 14 forever that’s ONE of the reasons I want to commit suicide because I don’t want to see my body get old. I rather die adorable looking young than look old. i hate my current body. i hate how puberty tried to change me. i hate feeling impure. i love to be pedobait and hebephilebait. i feel disgusted by any traits that indicate maturity: facial aging, height, facial hair and, body hair all repulse me because they are in conflict with myself trying to remain looking 14

hi