I sold my soul to a demon so that I could not feel love again. There is just an unfathomable amount of hatred and pain involved with love and I would rather die than have to re-live those types of experiences anymore. I put my heart out there and it got me no where. They were with me for over 7 years, but when I crossed the finish line in pieces due to many problems, they were not there to support me like I was there for them. They gave up on us and that's when i also found out that they were happier with someone else, and that I did not matter as much as I thought I did to them. My true "happiness" or "love" you could say died that day. I wander aimlessly with out a purpose anymore. The light from my eyes, the flame within my heart faded that day. The year of 2024 I hate the most because it taught me many hard lesson's. 💔 I hate how life works... I'm better off just staying alone...