Man, years of trying to fit in with others and trying to find a place I feel to belong. Come to learn finally, I don't belong anywhere and that's ok. Took me awhile to look back on myself again and realize I'm happy just where I am now. I'm tired of confining to whatever everyone else wanted. I'm finally back on the thing I want to do. Experience, learn, enjoy, and have the journey back in my hands. It was never lost out of my hands I just got blinded by people who never wanted what's best for me only themselves. I finally am glad to say I was looking for the wrong way. Turns out it really is the right way that's where I belong moving forward and always changing unlike the people I left behind. They had been good for their times but went bad for the worst they didn't want what's best beyond the comfort. I for one am glad I'm not waiting lost in the forest anymore. They stayed back wondering the direction to go and I just said, "screw this waiting here to die or starve. I'm Walkin worst that can happen is I learn I'm still lost and then I just change the direction till I find a better place."

A "friend" I trusted that I always been there for over and over again. In reality he groomed me and toyed with my life. Heck, I even made friends with someone who believes intentions are more important than actions or words. The people I trusted are sick degenerates and deprived of selfishness and they like it that way. So, I don't give a ♥♥♥♥ for people who can't even realize actions are important. Consequences and connections get ruined by choices. I let things go too far because I gave a ♥♥♥♥ wanting better for them. 2 people who always held me back in my life. Now I learned it was never "what's wrong with me." But what's wrong with them trying to see the world their way is disturbing and depressing. I always just wanted to show them light and a better future. A drive something to look forward too. I've always been loyal, reliable, and I trusted them full on. I supported them even when NO ONE was there for them. They turned their backs on me, and I still tried everything I could to not be replaceable for cybersex or used for my kindness. They played me for a fool because I have empathy. Well for them I don't have that anymore. I will never forgive them, but I will move on from them. Aside of the past... I'm thankful for anyone who bothered to read all this. Either way I'm done with the people of my past I'm done looking back. Dark/Al..."Firefly" G025... both of you been anchors and the biggest ♥♥♥♥ ups in my life. The 2 people I regret even meeting or letting you into my HOME for your birthdays or even into my LIFE. You never cared for me you only used me and treated me like ♥♥♥♥. Tossed me aside when you're done. ♥♥♥♥ you both. If you EVER come back, I'm not the same person anymore and you can both ♥♥♥♥ yourselves. Or OR better yet each other... wouldn't be the first time. right? all i want now is to be left alone from you people...

Sidenote Artwork isn't made by me. Credit is due to an amazing and AWESOME artist named Alice. Alice a wonderful artist who helped me with my current and final look. "Verktri" which is a Zoroark mix with a skull dog/SCP and a Seregios from MH. I also have a second character named Inari who also is with verk she is a custom species called a Kit-gen something similar in design to like a Protogen. She will be a part of all future artwork as well when I get around to it.