I have Athazagoraphobia: fear of being forgotten,ignored,abandoned etc In my case the ignoring part doesn't bother me very much unless I get ignored repeatedly then i'll eventually complain. and this isn't a disorder it's just a fear i have as a person cause i love and care about everyone i'm simply terrified of losing anyone i love and care about but that doesn't mean you have to stay like i said before if you want to leave at least say goodbye ok.

Whatever rumor's people try to spread about me or anyone else. Don't always take to heart cause rumors are rumors you should give others a chance is all I'm saying make your own opinions sometimes too.

SEXUALITY/GENDER?
I am a Trans Girl (in character i am mostly Futa or Female but can be any gender depending on partner.) My personality is Female in Heart Mind Spirit and Soul and as a general person all around for the vast majority. Aside from that My sexuality? I am Demisexual which explains why I am the way I am about Erps. I can only be sexually attracted to people that I love powerfully enough that treat me in the right ways and etc that cause me to generate the right kind of love and affection with them. in the right ways. Generally I am Polygamy based or a Love harem depending on my feelings as started before. I will serve has a best friend/friend, a Family figure, or even lover if the person generates the right feelings treatment etc and environment for me to feel comfortable in. but anyways I like everyone to know this so that anyone who is looking for a Solo Monogamy Relationship or etc knows not to rely on that happening with me that way no one ever gets hurt.

>in actual I am a fun loving nice sweet person I love to hang out spend time with friends and people who I enjoy being around. I Can only be mean when forced to be mean. And over all I'm pretty Simple to be around. it's not really hard to be a great friend with me. as long as you are nice sweet and especially full of love and warm heart.<

I love to rp and hang out talk and etc. So if you are ever in the mood just say don't be scared. If you need someone to talk to I'm definitely a person who you can talk to.

Other notes: I don't really get mad that easily. so it takes a lot to really make me angry. but if I should some how get mad. I'm very lenient forgiving and I don't hold grudges really for anything except for a few serious things. but even those I will forgive if apologized for. So you don't really have to worry if you made me angry accidentally or something. I'll get over it pretty easy likely as long as you mean well to me as a friend so.

Something you should know
On behalf of the fact that people have brought this up i would like to establish.that "I AM NOT A FRIEND COLLECTOR" everyone I friend I try to be a true real friend with I try to talk to. And I love and care about all my sweet hearts. And I would not just friend someone to have them sit on my list. so please Try to talk to me or reply to me or etc if you can.

(also note before you go claiming this stuff about me not spending time with you note i can only do so much i love and i care i try to spend time with everyone as much as possible but some times you have to take initive as well)

AVALIABLE TO PLAY!(assuming it's a game i have and i have the time)
I now have a storage that contain 2TBs I can play games but the mother board is outdated so certain games i can't play due to them overheating the CPU

DELAYED RESPONSE?/APPROACHING ME
Oh also in addition to this. note it is not my intention to hurt or upset you in anyway. if I do anything what so ever that upsets you please let me know. and don't be afraid to remind me if you feel like doing so. but I will try my best to accommodate and make sure you are comfortable. Oh also If i don't reply to you. I am NOT ignoring you. and If I were ignoring you. I would tell you why and explain. so please don't panic if I don't reply immediately. I've had some problems with people panicking and assuming I am ignoring them when I am not. so please don't do that kind of thing. with that being said don't be afraid to chat me either. I will chat back the second I can't so if you want to talk, love on me, rp/erp or anything else. just chat away don't be scared I won't hurt you. especially not intentionally♥

OUR FRIENDSHIP NOT WORKING OUT?
PLEASE TELL ME BEFORE REMOVING ME and If possible explain why. Maybe there's something that can be fixed. but at the least i wanna know that you are leaving me

MY PERSONALITY?
First thing you should know is that. I won't hurt you. I'm a ultimately unconditionally loving person. I will always take care of you once you are my friend. anything you need/want to know about me you are free to ask. but for starts I am a super Lovey dovey person. and I adore sweet hearts especially. I love to make people happy <3 especially my friends and such. I'm very forgiving but don't mistake that for weakness I won't allow my kindness to be taken for granted I will take good care of you never hold grudges and always forgive when you deserve it. I will take care of you and love on you. but I will warn you. because of the way I am Built. I'm not the best at Platonic friendship and such but i'll try my best to keep my distances anyways if you want. Oh also I am very Confidential you can always talk to me I promise not to say anything to anyone unless you are ok with it. Anyways those are the bare basics about me for now. everything I do is an act of love for my sweet hearts. everything I do is to try to make you happy to take care of you. so nothing I do is to hurt you I won't lie to you as I am always a incredibly overly honest person, I'm very lenient and understanding so don't be afraid to tell me your feelings. Anyways If you want to Do that kind of thing with me let me know and just see how i feel about it and such.

MY RP/ERP STANDARDS?
also I will Rp and Erp if you want but. I have somewhat of standards so I won't do the Erp with just anyone. It just depends on how I feel around you. and how you treat me and don't assume that just because you treat me nice means that I will do it with you. in some rare cases even when I am treated properly. I still don't feel comfortable erping with that particular person. so don't get your hopes up. But also don't be too worried about it either.

THINGS I LOVE/LIKE :TOUHOU IS BEST!!!, VOCALOID (including UTAU and such), My friends/sweet hearts in general, making people happy, giving love to my sweet hearts, seeing people smile in general, taking care of people especially when they are sad <Helping people get pass their problems, Helping people to have a peacefuler life in general, Rping/Erping(conditions stated above this sections), Weapons!!! Especially Physical style such as Swords ,axes, spears etc, (I mainly perfer bladed ones), I Love almost every type of music you wanna know more details about it just ask, ANIME! (lots of them if you wanna know the ones i've watched and enjoyed there is a list in my basic info section at the bottom)

THINGS I DISLIKE/HATE : When you hurt my sweet hearts! I dislike seeing people sad it is instinctive for me to make them feel better if possible, I hate being abandoned especially without being told or explained why, I hate being betrayed,I HATE SEEING THE TOUHOU GIRL HURT BEYOND ANYTHING THEY COULD POSSIBLE DESIRE (such as Guro ,murder etc, however some bruises and a little blood doesn't bother me. and no i am not squimish i don't have problems with these things otherwise), I hate Being lied to especially for no good reason, When someone is completely irrational, hate being ignored (only if it's done excessively), I hate loneliness

MY VOW?
none of these things in the hate/dislike section means anything personal. For example. I don't hate a person just because they lie. I'm very loving and caring. I never hate anyone it's against who and how I am Your existence is a problem to my religion