I've been so afraid to say what I should.. for so many years, to someone so important to me, that I couldn't overcome the fear I might say something so stupid they'd avoid me.. but in my effort to avoid that.. I avoided them.
..I still can't seem to say it directly.. even tho the need to do so has always been there.. Anytime there's a chance at conversation, I stop myself, somehow thinking I'm saying too much, annoying them, or being weird.. They rarely initiate messages first, and don't really give me any indications of interest anymore, so it's all become rather one sided..
And worst of all.. the longer I've waited to just say it.. the more like a coward I feel, unworthy of her.. If it mattered so much for so long.. why is it so hard to just do something right?..

...If I would've known, back at the start... that I would spend so many years missing what we had... maybe I would've fought harder to keep you closer...

AI exists thanks to decade of data and content, collected from all of us, which goes into training it, to then out compete us. As such, because people need to be able to participate in the economy to obtain the basic resources they need to survive, AI owes us all a return on the investment our data put in. We need to demand policymakers implement an AI Dividend for All, from a tax on profits from AI. Not only will that help people get by as they find new sources of income or ways to survive, it might also apply a little pressure on automated businesses to keep humans in the loop.

Drip god confirmed

If any of you play Dwarf Fortress, I wrote a useful script for generating worlds!
http://www.bay12forums.com/smf/index.php?topic=176439.0

;) Completed all the HL:Alyx Achievements! woo!

I've been gaming a lot more lately, on Oculus Quest, than on PC. It changes everything! ;P

♫ Happy new year!! ♫

People on my friends list need to stop changing their usernames to such weird things.. I can't tell who's who anymore, or remember how I even know people anymore. :(

♫ Happy Xmas :D!! ♫

Happy Xmas!! ♫♫

:D VR is amazing now that Touch is out! All PC gamers should get VR, it's like required now. XD

How's the Oculus Rift/VR Experience?

Also, I've been doing a ton of work in UE4 lately, for my various VR projects! ;)
Soo if any of my friends are interested in game development, or use ue4, or even know how to model with something like blender, I'd love to collaborate with some friends for a change, instead of always soloing it.

Where is mine?

So I preordered a consumer Oculus Rift, in the first 10 minutes.. Should arrive early April! :D

Happy xmas! ♫♫

Happy Xmas!

I'd join

I need more people playin Space Engineers! I wanna run a server for it.. I've already got it setup. ;D

Kul

Wont be long now till my DK2 arrives! :D

blah, i'll be 29 in a few days.. @_@

D:

Soon I will have my Oculus Rift! :D

7 POTATOES! =D

hey nik i want to play gmod with you wtf

Where is the sever??? D:

Where'd you go D:|

:D Servers back!

D: No moar server?

Ill visit the server just as soon as gmod is done installing :)

I is back! Computer working, server up and running, Yup!

I was wondering where it was, and I got a new computer so no more lag for me

:O

NOTICE TO FRIENDS: My PC's graphics card seems to be flipping out and crashing a lot. So that PC is shut down, and I am left with my laptop. This means no games or Gmod Server for a while.
Don't worry, I WILL return! >_< Just need to save money for a while, to get new hardware.

Every species of the universe have an irrational fear of the dark, but they're wrong cause is not irrational its Vashtanerada.

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