I will never forget the names of the people that have loved me and cared for me i love them just as much as they loved me..some earlier then others..but all deserved to live... in this world...and no feel the heart break or hte bullying or the hate they all deserve to be back in this world...and treated as humans
RIP
Alana 28 years old
Growl 25 years old
Gabby 16 years old
Ebbony 16 years old
tayler 18 years old
heartstrong 18 years old
Aroura 17 years old
bright star 22 years old
James 18 years old
Yam al 19 yeras old
illium16 years old
Abbey 25 years old
Nathan 15 years old
Loud Tone 16 years old
Coldsting 19 years old
serah 32 years old
Johny. 2 months old
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I forgot alot of things iv been broken down, i am not who i used to be im sorry....forgive me...i just wish you could see me now see how far i have come see what i have become. iv learnt everything you left me in your will, but i just don't no what to do with the all of this, all i have left is a knife a photo of you ..your jacket, it still has so much of you left in it i told your mother i would give it to my daughter when i have her if i do...i even told her i would name her after you ..i have just lost so much so so much. I sit here at night sometimes crying for hours cause of what i said to you the day you died..it should have been me i should have gone with them..you should have stayed home...its my fault your gone from this world... i just want your forgiveness i sit here begging for you to forgive me every night...for that last 7 years Alana..the last 7 years not a sign not a thing i just want to no that your up there looking down at me or that your with me...ill never forget what you did for me when i needed you i thank you for everything you ever did for me...you cared for me when i was sick, you stopped me from doing alot of dumb things with my life you saved me....from myself you protected me, you had my back whenever i needed you.

I just Want You To Forgive Me if it wasnt for you i would'nt be here today with the girl i love with the only other person to make me smile I thank you for everything you did for me...but i wish everyday it was me not you. I just hope your happy with me and who i have become.. cause of you i would never be a security guard...you taught me how to become something more then what i was...i can protect the ones i love the one i hold close to my heart, but the day i carryed your body out of that car i just lose all of what i was ...i will keep going so i can tell my daughter or son about you..your a hero in my eyes..alana...i no your smile was'nt real i knew when i first met you that the real one had left along time ago i wish i could have help bring it back but i couldnt...

so Alana This is my Message to you...

Rest In Peace My Old Friend

There are Alot of ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up people in this world and who ever GIVES and TAKES life im comming for you cause ill take what you hold most dear just like you did me, i want you to know what i have been feeling for years

Hold your loved ones close cause they wont be around forever Love them, don't mistreat them cause one wrong move means you lose the ones you care about. I have learn'llt my lesson i let my friend slip away i could have taken her place and lost my life instead but now that i think about it there is no happy ending to life its a horrable game we all have to play.

Alana Moonstrong 6/5/1987 to 12/7/2008 She was a hero she served and lived as the most amazing person in this small worldLet us all live as she did helping people that needed it

On the long journey I took to find Alana I lost my self on the way ill never be the same guy I was when I started so forgive me if I left things out I'm just speaking my mind don’t judge me for the person I have become cause I lost a lot on the way here can you blame me for being like this. My name was Kane Rj Lansdowne he died a long time ago they call me Azazel the cold I am no longer human I lost it all I lost to much to be human anymore so if you see me and wonder what`s wrong with me ill tell you I'm dead, dead on the inside I can tell I am its showing just look at my face and tell me you don’t see a dead man.