I've been living in and out of alcohol for so long now

That every time I try to wrestle with the truth

I'm lost on how

I'm a liar and then some I'm a cheater at best

I'm sick of this wet noose around my neck

I'm going forwards looking back

On everything I never had

Under the weight of all the qualities I lack

And I know it's time to change

It's time to finally act my age

Make amends with everyone I pushed away

Don't leave me on my own

Until I'm fully grown

I'm not gonna be the only one

To reap what I don't sow

Don't leave me on my own

I'm difficult I know

But I really need a chance to be someone

Someone I've never known

I've been living in and out of my own head for so long

I can't recall when I let my heart behind the wheel

I'm a self righteous hypocrite and I always think I'm right

But still you're asking me to spend the night

I'm going forwards looking back

On everything I never had

Under the weight of all the qualities I lack

And I know it's time to change

It's time to finally act my age

Make amends with everyone I cast away

Don't leave me on my own

Until I'm fully grown

I'm not gonna be the only one

To reap what I don't sow

Don't leave me on my own

I'm difficult I know

But I really need a chance to be someone

Someone I've never known

God bless you and good luck

I can't stop you from giving up

These things you do are not enough

To save me

Don't leave me on my own

Until I'm fully grown

I'm not gonna be the only one

To reap what I don't sow

Don't leave me on my own

Until I'm fully grown

I'm not gonna be the only one

To reap what I don't sow

Don't leave me on my own

I'm difficult I know

But I really need a chance to be someone

Someone I've never known

No no no

No no no don't leave me on my own oh

No no no don't leave me on my own