takizava⛧
Dawn?   Canada
 
 

dead inside

the verge of slipping...

it kills me yet keeps me sane enough not to answer to it's call.

it's calling is bliss, thoughtful yet very harmful entities in the form of whispers.

they whisper in and out. like a 24 hour loop, every day, non stop.

i'm sane enough not to answer it's call.

i've lost it all.

there's nothing keeping me away from the dread it brings.
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𝗡𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗽𝘂𝗹𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘂𝘁𝗲 𝗜 𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

𝔐𝔶 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔠𝔦𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔠𝔨 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔠𝔥.

𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙚𝙨, 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙩𝙝 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙨𝙣𝙚𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙧 𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚.

𝙑𝙤𝙞𝙘𝙚𝙨 𝙨𝙖𝙮 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮, 𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙗𝙚 𝙄'𝙢 𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙙, 𝙄'𝙢 𝙤𝙣 𝙚𝙙𝙜𝙚.

𝙈𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙪𝙚𝙨 𝙠𝙞𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣, 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩.

𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐠. 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐈𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐄𝐲𝐞𝐬. 𝐃𝐫𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐊𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐩 𝐎𝐟𝐟. 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐁𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐔𝐬 𝐓𝐫𝐚𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐝.

𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪. 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙞 𝙥𝙧𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩?

𝑀𝓎 𝒻𝓊𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒'𝓈 𝓌𝓍𝓇𝓈𝑒, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒶𝓎.
𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓀𝒾𝓃, 𝓅𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒯𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼, 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒..

𝙄𝙛 𝙄 𝙆𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙍𝙪𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙣' 𝙁𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙈𝙮 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙢𝙨, 𝙒𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙄 𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙁𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙎𝙖𝙛𝙚?

ₘₒᵣₑ ₐwₐₖₑ ᵢₙₛᵢdₑ ₒf ₘy dᵣₑₐₘₛ.... Wₐₛ ₜₕₐₜ ᵣₑₐₗₗy yₒᵤ ₙₑₓₜ ₜₒ ₘₑ..?

𝖂𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝕴 𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖛𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖎𝖓𝖓𝖊𝖗 𝖋𝖊𝖆𝖗?

𝔇𝔦𝔯𝔱𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔡𝔢𝔭𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔫𝔱 𝔫𝔢𝔢𝔡 𝔬𝔣 𝔞𝔩𝔴𝔞𝔶𝔰 𝔰𝔞𝔠𝔯𝔦𝔣𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔢-
𝔄𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔲𝔩𝔱𝔶 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔰𝔢𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔦 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔞𝔨.

𝒟𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓀𝓈, 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝐼'𝓂 𝒹𝓇𝑜𝓌𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓀

𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓘 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓮𝓸𝓹𝓵𝓮 𝓱𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓲𝓷' 𝓸𝓷 𝓫𝔂 𝓪 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭,
𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓫𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝓼𝓮𝓮 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽'𝓼 𝓰𝓸𝓲𝓷 𝓸𝓷 𝓲𝓷𝓼𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭.



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Mew 26 aug. la 23:24 
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹ cutie
moie 24 oct. 2023 la 9:43 
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