Despair is my second name
Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan
Pain is the price of love. We agree to pay it whenever we open our hearts.
Every hello comes with the knowledge that one day there will be a goodbye.
Every first kiss comes with the certainty that there will one day be a last.
And yet even though we knew all love ends in sorrow... even though we know that price... we pay it. We pay it again and again and again.

We pay it because it makes life worth living. We pay it because... love is always worth it.
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Pain is the price of love. We agree to pay it whenever we open our hearts.
Every hello comes with the knowledge that one day there will be a goodbye.
Every first kiss comes with the certainty that there will one day be a last.
And yet even though we knew all love ends in sorrow... even though we know that price... we pay it. We pay it again and again and again.

We pay it because it makes life worth living. We pay it because... love is always worth it.
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The Shell Part III: Paradiso
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♫ Ella Goldheart - Love Me Like You Do ♫⠀⠀⠀⠀ ────────────⚪───────────────────────────── ⠀▐▐ ⠀►▏ ⠀⠀──○─ 🔊 ⠀1:26 / 4:10
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💜 My perfect games / 私の完璧なゲーム 💙
1. Alan Wake • 100%
2. Blasphemous • 100%
3. Clea / 克莉 • 100%
4. Cult of the Lamb • 100%
5. Cyberpunk 2077 • 100%
6. Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc • 100%
7. Danganronpa Another Episode: Ultra Despair Girls • 100%
8. Dark Souls (Remastered) • 100%
9. Dark Souls 2 • 100%
10. Do Not Feed The Monkeys • 100%
11. Everlasting Summer • 100%
12. Elden Ring • 100%
13. Ghostrunner • 87%
14. Helltaker • 100%
15. Hollow Knight • 70%
16. Lies of P • 100%
17. Life is strange • 80%
18. Life is strange 2 • 100%
19. Little Nightmares • 100%
20. Love Ribbon • 100%
21. Mafia : Definitive Edition • 81%
22. Papers, Please • 77%
23. Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney Trilogy • 83%
24. Resident Evil 2: Remake • 80%
25. Sekiro: Shadows Die Twice • 100%
26. Silent Hill 2 (2024) • 100%
27. Terraria • 86%
28. The Last Faith • 100%
29. Tokyo Dark • 100%
30. Tomb Raider (2013) • 100%
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Cyberpunk 2077
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お姉さんは恋愛を見せたいです 🤍
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Goose Goose Duck
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+11
56 hrs on record
last played on 13 Jun
Ghost of Tsushima DIRECTOR'S CUT
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🌴𝙍𝙀𝙏𝙍𝙊🌴 15 Jun @ 5:40am 
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Kurumi 14 Jun @ 11:27am 
やさしい週末をお過ごしください、にゃんっ(* ^ ω ^):ATRI_caution:
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🌴𝙍𝙀𝙏𝙍𝙊🌴 11 Jun @ 6:06am 
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