𝘿𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠, 𝙮𝙚𝙩 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙚𝙧.

My mind has been so loud
Everything that torments me is back
It's been a dark and intense phase

Lately what's been defining me is
Fear, confusion, tension, and problems
I'm afraid to even sleep and stay here
I don't even have a middle ground to follow

Something horrible seems to be coming,
I don't know where
But I can feel it, it's out there...

The night ain't a good place for me,
I'm alone, in the dark, but I still hear noises
They come from here, these incessant, loud, screaming noises...
I can barely make out what there is to hear
Whether it's good or bad

I can't stand being like this
My peace has been sucked out of me
My mind echoes help...
When am I going to get out of here?

Pt.2-Dark alleys...

I don't even keep up with my dilemmas anymore,
I'm even drinking the water that
poison me,
Walking through dark alleys,
Touching spiked roses
Looking up at the sky as
Splendid Stars

They seem so far away and full,
Nobody reaches them, nothing to the condemnations
thousands of miles
Are specks of light on a cold night

While I
I'm still down here through grey streets,
Condemning my decay
With a confused mind
on a serene face.
𝗪𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝗯𝘆: 𝗔𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗮 𝗖𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗮. Nope, not mine.

I miss her...