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EcksSanDer 5 Jan @ 6:45pm 
It's hard to remember
What we did last November
It's hard to forget
What we haven't done yet
EcksSanDer 28 Sep, 2024 @ 5:34pm 
Was seven strong now I'm dead and gone
Cut off my wings by the break of dawn
I sang the song now it's said and done
Keep a lyre and a bow like I'm Apollon
EcksSanDer 27 Jul, 2024 @ 5:45am 
You, you all are so funny
"Therapy will heal you"
"Pills will help you"
You've tried so many times
But still I wanna die
You don't get it
I don't want to get better

I've been there for years
I ran out of tears
There is the only end
Where I'm laying dead. - Denis Nidzelskiy (Blade and Bath)
EcksSanDer 19 Jan, 2024 @ 6:21pm 
My tombstone, read the writing
"Lived a life of grief beneath a mask of violence."
EcksSanDer 13 Apr, 2023 @ 3:51am 
Because I'm better off dead
Than I am alive
Oooh
EcksSanDer 12 Apr, 2023 @ 10:44pm 
Where will I go, is my soul all alone?
Am I just floating and looking into places unknown?
Am I nothing or something? Is something wrong?
Am I just here to hold this place until something new comes along?
EcksSanDer 11 Apr, 2023 @ 4:03am 
all christ ever got was the thorns on his crown
pinned to a cross on the outside of town
im a man who got lost just searching for a found
christ on a cross with the thorns on his crown.
EcksSanDer 9 Apr, 2023 @ 1:57pm 
if i walk out, would you look back at me?
EcksSanDer 28 Mar, 2023 @ 3:28am 
i cant understand why you wanna walk outside with someone in the cold
someone you dont know
maybe im just overthinking it
ive only been up for 70 hours
i cant go to bed
i cant go to sleep either
i cant go to bed
i cant go to sleep either
EcksSanDer 27 Mar, 2023 @ 4:39pm 
i KNOW YOU'RE HERE I'VE SEEN YOUR FACE
Dancing Underwater Floating In Our Favorite Lake
I Saw Your Eyes Open Wide Then Shut For One Last Time
Cant Shake The Feeling That You'll Haunt Me Till Im There With you
EcksSanDer 8 Mar, 2023 @ 5:42pm 
Johnny Killed the Cat :\
EcksSanDer 12 Feb, 2023 @ 2:25am 
Hello ♥♥♥♥♥, nice TITS ahahahahah milky milky milky baby thristy mommy baby want milk suck suck suck suck hahahaha stupid ♥♥♥♥ give me those big udders you slut hahahaha tits tit titty me your caveman me use big titty for big bitty hahaha honk honk honk slut ♥♥♥♥ mommy honk honk milky baby want more now honk honk honk pitter patter on those big mommy milkies hee hee hee haha haaaa haaaa can't stop the milk truck coming through honk honk all aboard the titty train hee hee wooo wooooooo honk honk honk!!!
EcksSanDer 5 Jan, 2023 @ 2:19am 
if you buy 2 6packs, you save a buck and 5 cents
EcksSanDer 13 Nov, 2022 @ 10:02pm 
you're a coward like courage the dog
EcksSanDer 12 Nov, 2022 @ 4:25pm 
i think that every car that’s behind me is a chase
EcksSanDer 12 Nov, 2022 @ 3:00pm 
spaz 12
EcksSanDer 12 Nov, 2022 @ 2:44pm 
i get the point what youre trying to say. but you dont have to talk to me that way
EcksSanDer 31 Oct, 2022 @ 2:07pm 
♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰
NO MORE ROOM IN HELL!
THE DEAD WALK THE EARTH!
HEAVEN IS JUST A PLACE ON EARTH!
EVERYTHING JUST HURTS!
♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰♰
EcksSanDer 17 Oct, 2022 @ 5:52pm 
♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱
Dead Start Walking in the Dawn
Funeral Homes where they Lurk
No More Room In Hell
Heaven is a Place on Earth
♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱♱
EcksSanDer 23 Sep, 2022 @ 3:27pm 
need so much sleep, i don't get enough rest
EcksSanDer 21 Sep, 2022 @ 11:59am 
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𝔚ℑ𝔗ℭℌ ℌ𝔒𝔘𝔖𝔈
EcksSanDer 19 Sep, 2022 @ 10:08pm 
Can't move my body Rigor mortis too heavy
Witch in the graveyard I'll ask if she can help me
EcksSanDer 11 Sep, 2022 @ 4:07am 
I woke up this morning still above the ground
EcksSanDer 10 Sep, 2022 @ 1:07am 
##########################################
NO MORE ROOM IN HELL
THE DEAD WALK THE EARTH
LEAVE YOU IN THE DIRT
EVERYTHING JUST HURTS
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EcksSanDer 10 Sep, 2022 @ 1:03am 
this corpse a burial keep your shovel tucked tight,

never ask for the light, angels by my side I'm a vessel,

for religious crimes, keep attention on the time, witchin hour is when i come, 3AM YOUR TIME IS DONE
EcksSanDer 10 Sep, 2022 @ 1:03am 
~never ending darkness is all that lies await ~

you're praying to the lord but it's not his soul to take

how many more years of this pain will I endure?

souls precipitate and when it rains it pours

come along with my torch and lighten up your path

brushing off the dirt want it done just ASK

did you not realize what it was before?

stairway to heaven no more knockin on the door
EcksSanDer 10 Sep, 2022 @ 1:02am 
maybe if I lay you down the pain will go away

we gotta nice spot by the trees for you to lay

take my dead hand and I'll show you round the way

forgotten catacomb with the dirty rusted gate

you'd better not run death will catch up
EcksSanDer 9 Sep, 2022 @ 3:32am 
Cadaver in a coffin chains keep it locked in
Covered in the dirt Locked away until his day
Pull up to the church In the rain then pray
Stroll by your grave lasts rites what I say
EcksSanDer 9 Sep, 2022 @ 3:32am 
Grave Plot where the Corpse Rot

Blood Clot how your Heart Stop

Get Got with the BTK Square Knots

Flowerpot for your Grave Plot
EcksSanDer 9 Sep, 2022 @ 3:29am 
Tuck a Shovel TIght
Fᴜck a Hollow Night
Crawl in
6 Feet deep
and I'm only hearin SCreams
Knockin on the coffin
GOTTA AIR TIGHT LID
EcksSanDer 9 Sep, 2022 @ 3:29am 
Blood in my Veins
Who's it is? I forgot
EcksSanDer 5 Sep, 2022 @ 5:59pm 
trace the blood, four feet, call me shallow
underground, things feeding deep in the meadow
EcksSanDer 30 Aug, 2022 @ 2:10am 
I'll be coiled in your lap 'til you wake me up
EcksSanDer 26 Aug, 2022 @ 8:46pm 
Sun refracting through
empty afternoons
You're here, but not with me
Rotting in my room
Shadows stretch, they creep
Sunlight through the sheets
My walls caving in
just give me one last hint
Check on me when you come down
My room feels so alone now
Haven't slept cause this emptiness is keepin' me up
Lock my door, phone's still dead
too tired to make my death bed
In the window all I see
Open it so I can breathe
EcksSanDer 26 Aug, 2022 @ 2:41am 
Frozen breath
Cold smoke pours through
Leaving chest
The dark can't see you
Running now
Breaking down
The snow swept ground
How it can't be found
Oh it comes to, comes to
See it when it follows you
Linger lake wood
Frozen swimming pool
Running now
Breaking down
Oooh ooh ooh
Take what's left
And throw it away
Broken necks
The ground won't give way
Running now
Breaking down
No sound
EcksSanDer 8 Aug, 2022 @ 8:44pm 
imma make you pretty, imma give you antlers
EcksSanDer 6 Aug, 2022 @ 6:45pm 
baby girl, lets sing this weekend
EcksSanDer 30 Jul, 2022 @ 3:34am 
theres probably so many things i'm diagnosed with and i don't even know it.
EcksSanDer 28 Jul, 2022 @ 12:38pm 
i think the anime 'euphoria' might replace 'Girls' Last Tour' for me.
EcksSanDer 22 Jul, 2022 @ 11:47pm 
prepare. for operation: will stronghold. we're about to drop out the pavelow. we're about to be in the pavelow. dropping out... dropping out. yeah, now we're popping out.
EcksSanDer 21 Jul, 2022 @ 1:02am 
the taliban has enslaved the kandahar giant. that is not okay. we need a k9, we need to go back to the cave. this is ♥♥♥♥ you don't see everyday. kandahar giant, they found him in the cave, '02. and we had to go back in '05, just to make sure he's not alive.
EcksSanDer 18 Jul, 2022 @ 2:16am 
i aint pirating, im archiving
EcksSanDer 8 Jul, 2022 @ 11:33pm 
im the ao oni
EcksSanDer 8 Jul, 2022 @ 11:26pm 
brains r so gros.im glad i dont hve one
EcksSanDer 3 Jul, 2022 @ 1:44am 
tell the pearly gates to wait for me patiently even tho i don't think i'm going down gracefully.
EcksSanDer 30 Jun, 2022 @ 6:00pm 
plan to hang myself but think choking is the answer
EcksSanDer 30 Jun, 2022 @ 6:00pm 
thanks for the tumor
appreciate the cancer
EcksSanDer 25 Jun, 2022 @ 2:22am 
school's like cod i just quit the game early
my cup's like a game too and i play it dirty
life's like a videogame that i don't play
EcksSanDer 25 Jun, 2022 @ 1:01am 
and they don't understand me
literally not crazy.