You don't have to be a prodigy to be unique, you don't have to know what to say or what to think

I'd grow a new kind of evergreen tree, just for you and me - On second thoughts, will you even remember me?

Keep wakin' up with this weight on my chest, it's just called bein' a person, I never planned for this

I need to cry, but I can't, get anything out of my eyes or my head, did I die?

But there's cars coming closer, and I think they're trying to run me over

Remember when we felt like animations, and didn't need A grades for self-validation?

You said you love me exactly the way I am, and you know I find it hard to understand

Turn off your porcelain face, I can't really think right now and this place, there's too many colours, enough to drive all of us insane

I was just born like this, wish that I could change it

I've spent way too much time thinkin about dreamin about life, to miss the point, which is just listen, 'cause I've listened for mine

You're not my friend, you're not my mom, so please don't talk to me, you don't know anything, I am not your conversation, people will talk, but that's not what I want, I can be myself without explanation

Sorry miss, condition's critical, soda fizz, is stuck in his bloodstream, diagnosis, probably attention seeking

I smash and curse this skin, oh, I dig and dig and dig, pulling away at the fat and muscle, always searching further in, somewhere deep inside my body, has to be the answer for everything

I try to call you every day, I'm rehearsing what to say when the truth comes out (of my very own mouth)

Feeling kinda blue like the sky right now, no way (no way), not gonna work it out, it's a feeling that I'm having and I'll have it right now

But if you saw me on the street you wouldn't know, cuz I'm wearing long sleeves, say I'm cold

The overpass is close, no one would even know, and no one would even care

There's little reward in stinging me like a bee, I've seen your glare, your nasty looks, plotting scare after scare, don't come for me, I'll fight right back, it's no fun if you won't play fair

Doctor, I'm not doing too well, if this ♥♥♥♥ was a choice I wouldn't need your help

I remember the days when, your wretched image didn't make me sick, and I wish it could still be like that, but I don't trust you anymore

It's my problem, it's my problem if I feel the need to hide, and it's my problem if I have no friends and feel I want to die

Leave us alone, we don't wanna ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ hurt anyone, we just wanna feel anything before we're done

Another lifeless day, another ray of light, bathes me in hope, and I step aside

I could still do so much more if I don't kill myself, I live in nausea, eternal nausea

I used to want to mean something to somebody, but people never see the side of you you want to be

I am not in the body that was meant for me, tell me what I am supposed to do
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