i do the same ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ everyday. everyday feels like sunday, i cannot escape. my mind is sick, my mind is ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ sick. i am not satisfied with anything. i do not care about progressing in my life. through out my life i cared about other people who did not care about me. no one truly cares anyway. life is just a waste of time. my life especially. even though my family says they care. deep down. they do not. friends will come and go. you know, my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ life is a joke and im truly lost in life. my friend saved my life. my friend saved my ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ lige. its getting less stressful and crazy now but still im lost. i see the fake humans, and their fake smiles with their fake love. ill ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ kill all of them. i am not crazy. i truly am not. the only reason i am alive os because of the people who were there for me when i was crying desperately for help. help. help. my real family is dead to me. but i will always love them. they didnt want to accept the fact that i was ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up. you’re not depressed, you’re not sad, you’re wasting your time, they didnt get it until it was over. i saw everything before it happend no one cargo until they saw me progressing. losing friends was the best thing that has ever happen go to me. new people come in my life, i am very grateful for them and everyone aroud me. i constantly get let down. i always get let down. maybe because i espect so much from people who truly dont give a ♥♥♥♥ about me. i get attatched to people i shouldnt have. i expect too much. might as well say ♥♥♥♥ em. and ♥♥♥♥ it. ill die along. hahaha. im suck a ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥. depressed. hopeless. well at least.
i know who i am.