I never had a social life, I never left the house, I just simply sat in and gamed and watched television, and done all the things that in life are generally considered to be quite negative and quite soul-destroying. The only way that I could find any mental realization was to simply go out and walk, and to walk around these streets. Which can seem quite depressing to most people and seem quite laughably simplistic. But for me it was perfect fuel, because then I would go home and I would game furiously. And I found that for me it was brilliant, it was the thing that helped, but also you have to have a grain of hope which is a very difficult thing to have

I'm afraid that I am sort of back-bedroom casualty. I spent quite a bit of time gaming in my bedroom furiously, and feeling that I was terribly important and that everything I played would go down in the annals of history, and it has proven to be quite true