Recent reviews by Captain Brot ✠

Trapped with nowhere to turn, life is changing beyond my control,
causing this deep ache in the bottom of my soul.

Someone else is pulling the strings,
oh to fly, oh for wings.

Escape, I want to dig my self out,
filled with despair, filled with doubt.

Mute not able to express,
this gnawing pain and feeling of relentless distress.

Tears that is not visible to the naked eye,
silent screams that no one can hear.

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Let me go, set me free of this
Paralyzing sickness that has
Taken complete control of me

All this pain I carry eating me alive
All this rage I feel the blackness
That drowns me, suffocates, suffocates,
I'm choking in this poisen that is destroying
Me, consuming every breath I have left

Let me go, set me free, release me
I don't want to fight anymore
Not wanting to live this, don't wanna
Drown anymore in my last pain.

I'm sorry for what I've done to you
I'm sorry for what I've put you through
I'm sorry for all the wrongs I've done
I'm sorry for making your life no fun
I hope this note doesn't sound vain,
but I'm sorry for all the hurt and pain
I guess this is goodbye
Don't be sad, Do not cry
I don't know what else to say
I'm sorry I have to leave you this way
Goodbye

Lost and left for dead
trying to run and hide
you've fu**ked with my head
the tide is rising high

you've pis*ed me off
I wont give up
I'm not gonna stand for your sh*t

I will fight until you're dead
I wont give up until I've won.
I'll scatter your bones
so no one will know.
I'll tear up your heart
and keep it up high.
your soul will be
trapped
but mine will survive.

don't think that I'm lying
your life will be mine.
so you might want to run
and fu**ing hide.

Give me a reason to believe that you're gone
I see your shadow so I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth
It leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home

I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on

Some say I'm crazy for my love,oh my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side,oh my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me

I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I can't love you anymore than I do


I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on
And I can't love you anymore than I do

I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to say

Just wish that I could figure out
What makes me feel this way

I try to move, try to run
Try to change, get nothing done

Stay in bed, but I don’t sleep
Only move when I need to eat

Feels like I’m stuck in the deepest hole
But I’m the one who dug it

Crying for someone to pull me out
But eventually just say ♥♥♥♥ it

Why am I cursed with this state of mind?
Where can I find the strength to climb?

For now I’ll make this hole my home
Or maybe around the globe I’ll roam

But I’ll carry this pain wherever I go
Unless I find the strength to grow

Where will these demons take me next?
Well I guess I’ll never know

There was a girl who never knew life,
who solved her problems using a knife.
wasted feelings, wasted tears;
the life she had, was all she feared.

Not a second not a minute, not a day goes by,
where that girl doesn't break down and cry.
Eyes so innocent tears soft,
she wiped them away figured she had enough.

Til' one day she met a boy,
who gave her happiness and joy.
He helped her, he loved her, he lent out his hand,
she trusted him cos' she knew he'll understand.

She told me she loved him so,
and they promised each other to never let go.
She told me they were meant to be

She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime

But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing

Maybe I should care

But shouldn't every human being
Why do I find myself in such a stare such a glare
When it's just her concentrating

She said she is there
Because of the lack of caring
I say that I'm here
Because of the lack of caring

She said that that is life
I said that that is strife
Had been shown at the end of this knife

I know that I must keep my bearing
But that is shown by the scars that I'm wearing
Pain has a way of escaping

But she has a way to draw it
To manipulate it
To construct it
To create an impersonal amount of anticipation about it

A book couldn't copy this feeling
Nor a file
Nor a story

The empathy bursting from my soul couldn't comprehend the very existence
of the hurt held within this girls' heart
waiting to flood my incoherent mind just from this single unbroken glance
I know that it will be my last