The outcome is rewarding
but if the endgame is unexpected
A let down doesn't mean you failed


Wake up
Get up
Nauseous loss
Availed relief
Turn my mind as I roll inside
Get some sleep and maybe get some peace
Keep still and let your mind unwind
Mesmerizing or hypnotic
Drowning lucid sickening
Mind delectably
Grasp at grime and grease
Fingers slip across my dream
Clasp my hands to my sheets
Loss of years and sanity
Fetal remembrance
Something that meant to me



Through the same door
Look at the same sky
A space full of stars
A mind divide
Field of straw
Warmth inside
Storms brawl
Mental carbide
Take care amongst words of hope
Words won't change a thing
I'll see you one more time

I miss my friend
I miss you so much

Your love
This heat
The sun making you blossom
Your blush brushing and carving my mind
May and be forgotten
Kiss me before sunrise
It's May and may as well have said our sun died
Sink my hand into your dirt
I feel so rotten
Your stem in my hand
Like I never listened to your band
Pick you up, but smack this man
Wake me up
Make me fall to neverland
Make me feel like I never brushed my face on the sand
A fake warmth that brings bugs to the sap falling out of my mind
Amidst this soil I'll sink my fingers
This reality makes me mad
I can't find the cliff like when I saw your eyes
Make me fall again and maybe we'll stall time
Imaginary my burning mind
I'll miss your poison
Kill me without concern for life
Buttercup out of season
I'll dig this soil, but it isn't mine
Lying bones like everyone next to die
I'll miss you
You kept my mind
Till I couldn't keep in sight
The memory that you kept my prime
Cost of my better prize
I cannot acquire
Your smile made me die to make the best of mine
Your name with empty lines
A paper meant to fill yours next to mine
I live to think I can see you smile
My Buttercup may you rest
I'm left aching in mine

Nothing can fill what you did for me
Loaf today, loaf tomorrow
Loathe today, mourn tomorrow

These years are just so empty

I'm so sorry

A bunch of cold dry bones

Discomforts come and they'll arise again and again, be acceptant of mistakes, forgive and/or apologize and tie the knot.

Anger will drown the ache but you'll be as blind as yesterday. That anger has become your reasoning. Every day after you'll build on a "new you", a part that never was and shouldn't have been. Push and keep pushing

"It's all success if It's what you need
Do what you like, and do it honestly"