please ben... silent hill homecoming...

Dear Mr. I'm-Too-Good-to-play-gifted-games
This'll be the last message I ever send your ass
It's been six months, and still no play, I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two messages, I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sendin' you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doin' ninety on the freeway
Hey, Ben, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"
About that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drownin'
But didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a show he found him?
That's kinda how this is: You coulda rescued me from drownin'
Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy playthrough of silent hill homecoming
I hope you know I ripped all of your pictures off the wall
I loved you, Ben, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it

Listen man. Its about time you played Silent Hill: Homecoming

Please Please Please play silent hill homecoming

“In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill Homecoming. You promised me you'd play it someday. But because of me, you were never able to. Well, I'm alone there now…
In our ”“special place.”
Waiting for you…
Waiting for you to come to come play it. But you never do. And so I wait, wrapped in my cocoon of pain and loneliness. I know I've done a terrible thing to you. Something you'll never forgive me for. I wish I could change that, but I can't. I feel so pathetic and ugly lying here, waiting for you...

Dear Ben, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad, I just think it's ♥♥♥♥♥♥ up you don't play gifted games
If you didn't want to talk to play the game in the fall, you didn't have to
But you coulda launched the game for Matthew
That's my little brother, man, he's only six years old
Remember when we met in Discord? You said if I'd buy it for you, you would play it
See, I'm just like you in a way: I love silent hill too
Sometimes I even comment on your profile to see if you'll ever play
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See, everything you play is real, and I respect you 'cause you play it
My libraries jealous 'cause I talk about yours 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you, Ben, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin' up
You gotta play homecoming, man, It's the greatest game you've never player
Sincerely yours, Stan—P.S. We should be together too