Melon cholic

I woke up at 06:30am today and could not for the life of me fall back asleep. I got to a point of slapping and beating myself in the head and banging on my thighs.

They had no idea how much pain I was in then, and neither did I. It never went away. I started to think that was just how life was. It was pain.
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*ERASED*
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