honestly so overwhelmed and anxious. good things are happening but those are scary too. i can't wait to move.

New hobbies explored & classes 📅. Top 3: 💃🏽🎨 & 🏋🏽‍♀️ (still working on meditation & overall consistency)

2026-2027 Goals: 🏠🇯🇵 🚘🇵🇷

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⢠⣴⣶⣶⣷⣶⣴⡤⣄⡀
⠀⠀⠀⢀⣼⡿⣿⣿⣿⣟⣽⣽⡟⣮⢷⡄
⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣟⣿⣿⣿⡟⣿⢻⢧⡿⣺⡇
⠀⠀⠀⣿⣿⣿⣽⣿⠟⡳⣳⢯⣿⣿⣿⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ❤️
⠀⢀⣾⡿⣿⡕⣭⣶⣿⢹⣯⣿⣿⣿⣿⡗⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⣀⡀
⠀⢸⡟⣾⣿⡼⣿⣿⣼⢻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀⢀⡼⠀⣾⡟
⣠⠞⣣⢿⣿⡇⣿⣿⣹⣟⣿⠋⠉⠉⠉⠀⠀⠀⢀⣾⣿⣾⠿⠋
⠜⣴⣿⢿⢟⣵⣟⣿⣧⡻⣿⣀⣀⣀⣀⡀⠀⠀⣼⡟⠁
⠀⠸⣿⣿⡺⣿⣹⣿⣿⣿⣮⡻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣆⢠⣿⡇
⠀⠀⣸⣿⣿⢹⣿⣽⣿⣿⣿⣷⢹⣿⣿⣿⣿⣾⣿⡇
⠀⠔⣿⢟⣽⣿⣿⢧⣿⣿⣿⣫⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇
⠀⠎⣰⣼⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢱⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡇
⠀⠈⢛⠿⣿⡹⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⠃⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠎⡕⠚⠁⡩⢻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟

⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡟⡯⠫⣋⣮⣨⣲⣰⡀⠄⢄⡈⢔⠵⣐⣈⡉
⣿⣿⣿⣿⢿⢟⠕⣡⣪⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡮⡼⣽⣧⡅⡭⣿⣶
⣿⣿⣽⢾⠏⠂⡰⣵⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣯⣫⣿⣷⢚⡺⣿
⣿⣾⣯⡯⡘⠄⠻⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⡧⡾⣿⡳⣝⣞
⣿⣷⣏⣞⠌⠖⢦⢂⢿⣿⣟⣍⣁⣉⣉⣉⠛⢿⣿⢎⢟⡇⡆⡢
⣿⣟⡒⢃⡄⠲⡐⣠⣿⣿⢯⡊⠊⠝⡙⠟⢿⣆⣻⣗⢜⡷⡐⡑
⡿⡃⠢⣩⣶⣷⣽⣿⣿⣿⣿⣮⣌⡃⠅⠀⡀⠑⣷⣿⣪⣷⢑⢌
⣐⠠⠹⣽⣿⠘⣋⠻⣾⣻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣷⣖⡅⣯⣿⠮⣿⢀⠆
⠘⡄⠑⡽⡞⢵⣷⣷⣷⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣈⣽⡮⣺⢿⢓⢟⠄⠑
⡣⠀⠁⡃⠀⠀⠀⠉⠻⢿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣽⣞⣇⢧⢱⠐⠁
⠈⠄⡑⣥⣢⣤⣠⣦⣲⣶⣾⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⡷⣳⠏⠋⠀
⠄⠂⢸⣻⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⣿⢯⠋⢁⢠⢔⠀
⢨⠀⡑⠙⠝⢟⢿⢿⢿⡿⣿⡿⣿⣟⡿⡺⢁⢢⣳⠝⠀⠀

🅹🆄🆂🆃 🅵🅸🅽🅴

*****started guided mediation*****
(part of daily entry titled 9.23.25 part 2)

[Intro]
I'm not an angel, I'm just a star
You can only see me if you look real hard
I only come out in the dark, dark
I'm not an angel, I'm just a star
You can only see me if you look real hard
I only come out in the dark, dark, dark

[Verse 1]
Carry me out of the party
Wipe my tears and tell me you're sorry (Sorry)
You know I deserve it all, all, all
I can't stay, I'm sorry
'Cause all you boys just want my body
But you know I deserve it all, all

[Bridge]
Hold my guard
'Cause I'm still lost, I'm still lost
What will it cost
To be a woman in love?
Oh-oh, oh

[Verse 2]
Oh, everything
In exchange for a wedding ring
He wants everything
I'll give him anything
Just tell me that you'll watch me from a far
Wish on me and I'll know where you arе
Didn't even know I had a heart
I know that you hatе that we're apart

🆃🅾🅳🅰🆈 🅸🆂 🅼🆈 🅱🅸🆁🆃🅷🅳🅰🆈 & 🅸 🅰🅼 🅻🅾🅾🅺🅸🅽🅶 🅵🅾🆁🆆🅰🆁🅳🆂 🆃🅾 🅽🅴🆆 🅱🅴🅶🅸🅽🅽🅸🅽🅶🆂

Mondays are tough